Mel's Thoughts

umm...AHHHHH!

Mon, 12 Apr 2004 03:42:08 GMT

AHHHHH! if you paid any attention to my last entry you will know that my life has had a considerable amoun of stress added to it. on top of math my group in theories dissappeared on me and i have no idea when i will be able to see them! this is not nice! and on top of it all i feel like at any moment i am going to freakin lose it!! (and that is not a good feeling) well, bye for now

AAAHHHHH!!!!!!!

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 20:03:56 GMT

Why do I EVEN bother?! WHY? I don't understand!!!!! I am so SICK of trying and it blowing up in my face!!!! CAN I DO ANYTHING RIGHT??! I just don't get it, I really tried with this math stuff and I get a 65!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! WHY?! WHY???! WHY CAN'T I UNDERTSAND THIS STUFF?! WHY?!!!! I AM SO ENTIRELY SICK OF THIS!!!! I AM SICK OF SCHOOL! I AM SICK OF BAD GRADES! IF I'M SUCH A SMART PERSON WHY CAN'T I DO BETTER AT THIS?!!!!!!! I wish i could just drop out-but i've already spent all this money i can't get back and there's also the fact that I have nowhere to live!!!!! AHHHHHH! it's time to go cook-later

oh, no!

Tue, 30 Mar 2004 03:28:13 GMT

Well, geez. Some days I don't even know why I do this whole school thing. Ugh, but then I think about what I would do all day if it weren't for school, and well, I think I would be bored. Very bored. lol. Oh, dear, well, Weezie (the roomie) is scaring me as usual, so I must go now. byebye!!

So tired

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 04:55:12 GMT

Oh dear, soooo sleepy. And it took me forever to upload this stupid thing, lol. And my goofy name is the only one that would go through! Well, kids, I am tired and my swollen foot and I have a date with the doc @ 8:30 in the morning! byebye for now
-Me ;)